well like always I am wanting to create something more artistic. Not just basic photography for myself and the people that come to me but something that I can create, stand back and love. I seem to have such a hard time envisioning something like this. I need to start writing down my ideas more often so that I don't lose them in all the garbage of the day.

Jasmin and I are still living together, well us and Loki, Sushi and Princess our three cats. I do love them, even though I am starting to think that I might be a tad allergic to them. Things are going great, we are madly in love, so much that it can be scary at times.

Here is something that pissed me off a little bit back a few weeks ago. A long time ago I did some photography for a piercer in town, he was going to corsette my friends back and then use the photograph I took as a business card. Well everything went great and it all worked out. Well this is what happened. It got a fucking Daily Deviation through my friends account and she didn't even have my fucking deviantart name or a link to my page up. She eventually put my icon up which was nice of her, but I was just a little frustrated because I really could have used some of that 26000 view traffic. Ah well, we win some, we lose some. I'm not mad so next time I suppose. Here is the image.








I just want to get my fucking life in order so I can focus on what I love. I am so sick of trying hard to build my portfolio while at the same time being stressed about bringing in enough money and then of course all the retarded things that are physically wrong with me, which for your sake I will not get into.



Jasmin has something big planned for me in a week and a half, she is calling it a two month early birthday surprise.... I am very very excited to find out what it is. I was told I needed to book three days off work and everything. This is going to be amazing.

Anyways.


Oh be before I forget. I came across this deviation today after work and it is simply gorgeous. The work with lighting and tones is perfect. I think I want to make an homage to it. It is amazing.





its creator is

Who is amazing in her own right and beautiful. please check out more of her work.


Good night and so long.